Quiet Reflections

So, this week has been really quiet, there's almost nothing to mention, so instead we'll do a recap of how things are with all my boys. 

Guy who won't come: So, I asked him about this last night. He explained as follows, he has difficulty getting there, and has done for quite some time. He had been concerned about how lightheaded I was so he'd been focussed on me. I suggested we put the choking aside for a while, he agreed. Things look more positive there.

Punk: Punk is in love with a girl who doesn't love him back. He's been trying to sway me into getting into bed with him (most likely to just numb the pain). I've been declining. Nothing is really different between us, but I feel like we've passed our used-by date.

BabyFace: BabyFace and I are spending quite a bit of time together, chatting and hanging out. He started giving me those big wide eyes, so I've put a little bit of space there. We're catching up about once a week, but no sex.

Muso: Is in town, keeps calling me. I'm avoiding. No particular reason, but I just don't have the energy for his bullshit at the moment.

MarriedGuy: We had a heart to heart. I value his friendship, and I don't want to risk losing it, or risk him losing his family. I said we should stop fooling about. He didn't quite agree, but things are looking to be on an even keel.

Red: Fell in love, he's dating a great girl. Hardly hear a whisper from him these days. When I do he suggests I should meet her. Sounds fine to me.

Spike: Spike and I have been chatting and catching up occasionally. Though it hasn't been sexual. I've been a little over him too of late. 

Long: Long is off the rails. We've not been sleeping together for a very long time, but he's dating lots of girls and partying hard. Love him to pieces, but he's a mess right now. I'm leaving him to run amok alone.

Pup: Trying to be a better boyfriend to his long time partner. She is now a "homemaker" (no kids, so I'm not sure what this means) but it does mean he can't sneak around any more.

(s)Ex: (s)Ex and I aren't sleeping together. He's been away on work, and I can't be bothered. We're still friends, and still pretty close, but I don't know if I'm up for more meaningless sex. It feels weird.

And as for me... I'm taking it easy. I've been preoccupied with family stuff for the last week. So no sex to report at all. I've been up in my head, I suppose, thinking about the future and about where I'm going. 

Sorry there's not more sexiness to check in with...

With Love

SSBx