It's early afternoon and today has been pretty quiet.
A few dirty texts from a former boss. He's stunning and gorgeous (he was on the cover of a magazine). But he's a douche. A holistic medicine hugs-and-puppies type weirdo.
Silence from my ex-boyfriend (henceforth: (s)Ex). Suits me, I didn't want to say anything.
Dirty texts from my friend on Thursday.
A guy I know is engaged with a small child (a month old). He asked if I want to catch up. In the past I helped him cheat on her. Just oral sex (both ways), kissing and touching. But never full on sex. Lunch last week ended up with a steamy make out session in the back of his car. I came hard with his fingers inside me, but it feels different now he's a dad, and his fiance and I are friends. I don't really feel guilty about it, just confused. I don't want to be the girl who ruins his happiness, especially since I feel nothing for him. In high school he wrote me Star Wars themed love letters. It didn't exactly set the right tune.
Tonight I have no specific plan. I was weighing up pros and cons of sex tonight, but I'm a little worn out. Whilst I could have it home-delivered, a trip to my bath with my vibrator might be the best thing ever.
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